Behbyko... where are you, love?

This is about how i was once in love and how i was swept up in it. I built my world "on promises." But when it all came undone, i found myself lost. Now, i'm aching to believe that love can exist again.

i'm bitter. i lost my innocence, and the one thing i believed to be true. i don't want to be holy or sold on love again. That part of me is gone.

people say i should let him go. but all that's left of my life, if i do let go of these remaining strands, is the empty embraces that i remember perfectly from my memory. the kisses we shared throughout the years.

once again, my life is colorless and cold.

--- GONE, MATT NATHANSON